If you’re a regular reader at lifebylaurax you may have come across a previous post I did on coming off the pill. Safe to say I was having an absolute mare of a time, i felt horrendous and my moods were so bipolar I didn’t know if I was coming or going.
It’s now been 7 weeks since I made the decision to stop. Well I say made the decision, my body kind of made it for me! And guys…. I feel amazing!
Let me break it down for you:
I am way more stable / sane and thank god for that because I honestly thought I was losing the plot! It’s such a horrible place to be, when you know you’re being crazy but you just can’t stop. So luckily for me, and everyone around me, I no longer want to smash things up nor do I cry at the drop of a hat. However, I must say PMS moods remain sketchy so approach with caution at these times.
These dreaded monthly “gifts” have been pretty dreamy to be honest. I thought they would be all over the place and I’d be constantly caught out or bleeding for ages but I have fallen into an extremely regular cycle! They aren’t heavy, my cramps are basically non existent, I mean I don’t want to speak to soon in case it all changes but so far it’s all going well. Especially now I’m using the mooncup, periods ruining plans are a thing of the past!
This is the thing I was most worried about! I’d heard horror stories of people coming of the pill and their skin erupting! Now mine is nowhere near what I’d like it to be but it’s also a lot better than it has been. Around my period I tend to get more but other than that it’s doing ok! I’m going to do an in depth skin update at some point so I’ll leave that there.
Energy and motivation
This comes and goes and is dependant on varying factors – mood, weather, what I’ve eaten, if I have a hangover (I mean, what else are Sundays for?) – basically the same as everyone else. But I’m definitely in a positive place right now.
Ever since the post wedding weight gain, I’ve been struggling to shift a little belly pouch I’ve acquired and whilst it’s not a major issue it does get me down sometimes. I’ve gone up clothes sizes and nothing fits me properly which is my main issue. coming off the pill doesn’t seem to have effected this one way or the other, I’ve gone back to gym and have seen some positive changes but nothing drastic.
At the moment it’s good ole condoms which can be a massive ball ache (lol) however it’s a (hefty) price we have to pay for not wanting the pitter patter of baby grants running around just yet. I mean I’m not saying I’m not ready but considering the amount of prosecco induced, lay in bed all day, hangovers I’ve had recently I think it’s for the best! I’m still considering the coil but after the issues I had at the end of my 10 year pill journey I don’t know if it’s worth the risk at the moment. I’m happy with how things are and my body is enjoying the lack of chemically induced hormones.
So in summary, it’s the best thing I’ve ever done! I don’t have to remember to take a pill every day, I’m not worrying about what the extra hormones are doing to my body, I’m not getting caught by surprise and I feel great! Coming off the pill is something I had been considering for the longest time and although I had such a tough time, I’m glad my body made this decision for me, it’s definitely been worth it in the long run.
I’d love to know what side effects you had (if any) when coming off the pill! Let me know I’m the comments or give me a tweet:)
Peace and love xoxo